悲伤的一天

I don't know why, today, i mean, yesterday, was a sad day...

First of all, I'm too busy on the activities in college and I have no time to spend with my boyfriend. He was kinda emo and I didn't know what to do. At first he said that he wanted to tell my something but he refused to tell me after that. I felt that there are some sad feeling inside him but he didn't want to share with me......

Next, my friend A want to show some messages to another friend, B. Well, actually I can read it but A begged B not to show me the messages, because she's afraid that I'll do something that she don't want me to do. I know A will tell me everything but there's something that she wish not to let me know, too. I felt kinda left out actually. Some more that time I have the problem with my boyfriend I mentioned just now, I felt like crying!!!

At the moment.. I feel...there's something about me that making them not to tell me top secret..Maybe I'm too busy body...


Seems like is time to improve myself :)