Hello! :)

悲伤的一天

2012-02-11T01:20:00.003+08:00

I don't know why, today, i mean, yesterday, was a sad day...

First of all, I'm too busy on the activities in college and I have no time to spend with my boyfriend. He was kinda emo and I didn't know what to do. At first he said that he wanted to tell my something but he refused to tell me after that. I felt that there are some sad feeling inside him but he didn't want to share with me......

Next, my friend A want to show some messages to another friend, B. Well, actually I can read it but A begged B not to show me the messages, because she's afraid that I'll do something that she don't want me to do. I know A will tell me everything but there's something that she wish not to let me know, too. I felt kinda left out actually. Some more that time I have the problem with my boyfriend I mentioned just now, I felt like crying!!!

At the moment.. I feel...there's something about me that making them not to tell me top secret..Maybe I'm too busy body...

Seems like is time to improve myself :)

MUET result

2012-01-13T01:27:00.004+08:00

MUET? I only got band 3 ....Im afraid that my dreams will gone. That's why I cried.

But I cannot give up. I'll never give up.

4-12-2011

2011-12-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

I feel a little bit annoying...it was so weird that you sent me "good night" twice.. I think your friend was playing with your phone just now.. How embarrassing I am if suddenly I send u a good night message.. I want to know the truth!! Don't play hide & seek with me. I don't like it..

smile always..

2011-11-14T13:15:00.001+08:00

like to edit photo nowadays ><

Samun...

2011-11-09T18:29:00.003+08:00

那个画面还清澈地在我脑海里出现。。。

走着走着，突然有一股强烈的力量拉着我的包包！就在那一瞬间，脑海里想着：什么事！？什么事！？oh 天啊！是打抢！终于发生在我身上了。。。

还来不及想要怎么做,我整个人已经跌倒在地上了。

整件事发生根本不到半分钟。当时我真的被吓到了。除了喊，我什么都不知道。

很庆幸地，包包没有被抢走。弄到的伤口算是轻伤，还蛮幸运的 ^-^

当我从跌倒中爬起来，望着一个在车里坐着的妇女时，那妇女。。立刻闪开我的眼神，继续望她的孩子。。。看来她也怕了吧！

我爸说我老远从吉打回来就中“头奖” 了，哈哈！

同一个地方，我有两个朋友也中过了，危险吧？

大家以后出门，如果听见后面有motor的声音，就要小心咯。。。

friends? strangers?

2011-10-22T17:29:00.003+08:00

It's amazing when strangers become friends.

And it's sad when friends become strangers.

I never want to lose a friend like you.

I met you as a stranger.

Now, having you as a friend.

I hope we meet in our next walk of life where friendship never end.

I may not be the most important person in your life.

I just hope that when you hear my name you'll smile and say

" That's my friend. " :)

Spider vs. Me

2011-10-14T09:41:00.000+08:00

Last night, I think there was a mosquito trying to bite my lips,causes my lips to become sexy thick..

Then I checked my room..I just found that my room got a lot of spiders at the dark cornersss...especially under my bed, and because of that,OMG..I CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE!!!!!!

I ready myself with a broom, and start my gotong-royong early in the morning.

I started from the corner above my bed. 1..2..3..4..5! There are 5 spiders above my bed?!! I quickly point my broom up and sweep all the SPIDERS away! The spiders drop down one by one...and I was shouting all around, luckily there was no one in my room. lol.

After finished the spiders above my bed, spiders below my bed was next. Muahahaha! I can't see any spider under the bed BUT, there are A LOT of spider webs (T.T) Fine...no matter how, I'm gonna clean you all TODAY! On the way I'm cleaning there, I think I've killed around 10 spiders, including some very small spiders. Other than that, got 1 spider had actually went to my roommate's place (she's out), then I don't know want to help her to clean or not, because it went behind her cupboard.. Hence, I just leave the spider there. I'll tell her when she's back ok? Don't worry :)

Phiew...my room, I mean my place is free of spider webs now~ Feel so good~ (^o^)v

2011-10-06T21:38:00.001+08:00

我只想和你做个朋友。。。不希望会对你有什么感觉。。。

1-OCT-2011

2011-10-01T13:37:00.000+08:00

Time pass fast...I've change my school to Kolej Matrikulasi Kedah since June..sorry for not updating myself to all of u~ The life here is quite different with the life in KL. Food, hostel, new friends...everything is new to me~ But now, I've adapted myself into it already :)

I've met some Siamies here~Their ancestors are from Thailand, but they are Malaysian. They are quite nice to me, some more invite us to go to her house in Perlis.

The first time I went to Arnong's house, I experienced something I never experience before....Her grandmother is a bomoh, and I'm so lucky because got one Malay lady came to find her grandmother to curse a lady who are coupling with her husband. Once I step into the bomoh's room, I can feel the coldness inside the room. The room is definitely different from what I was imaging; The room was clean and peace, purple painted wall with one small wooden made table at a corner.

My friend's grandmother sat in front of the table while the Malays sitting beside her. I'm too afraid I'll see something therefore I just dare to sit behind of my friend, Maveeka. Arnong was going to become translator.

Based on my friends, what the lady want was she wants her husband's girlfriend hates her favourite colour, wants her husband will stay away from the girl after he used the powder that he's using everyday, etc.....the ceremony finished in peace.. It's not as scary as I think lar~ haha!

I asked Arnong, why your grandmother wants to do this kind of thing to other people? Then Arnong answered, because it might be worse if we don't help them~ like maybe they'll find another bomoh to do curse on you or whatever.....Ow that's scary...

No one would like to become a bomoh right.. Sometimes is they choose you but is not you to choose what you want to become. Bomoh need to suffer a lot, they experience a lot of things that we will never know.

So.. appreciate what you have now guys :) Appreciate makes life better. <3

SN12B

2011-05-27T21:37:00.000+08:00

What is SN12B?? SN12B is the class that I'm studying now and it's a wonderful class!!! XD

There are 28 students in my class at the 1st week, 29 at the 2nd week, and 27 on the 3rd week....teacher also blur ord XD

This class is a very active class. We are very cooperative as well. Hehe.

Last Friday, we wore TARC shirt (the college shirt) all together. It's so sweet you know :)
But hor~ on the following week, the other class (SN12C) copy us!! T.T Hey! That's our idea lar~ Not fair. No copyright.

Today, we planned to wear black colour shirt. We are so happy! We said we want to go into the lecture hall together so the others students can see us lar, want to sit together in the lecture hall lar......SUDDENLY, I saw the SN12C's students all wearing WHITE! OMG! How can it happen to us! T.T so.. today is our

session...

During Biology Lecturer class, our dear Miss Chong, is wearing BLACK today!! Yay! We won!But Ms. Chong said that if we let her know that we have this kind of plan then she'll wear grey.Haha! She sommore said that we are the devils and the C class is the angels. How can it be?! We the the angels that wearing black shirt mar~ ^^

See~ We are the lovely angels <3

We had sooo much fun today :) Although SN12B and SN12C are wearing different colour today, we are still a team. 我们打成一片 mar~ Like that only can mengeratkan hubungan mar~ maybe la...haha!

I love SN12B. I can find so much fun there. No regret :) Thx god. haha!

JPA results

2011-05-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

well.. I din't get the JPA scholarship. Everyone had been waiting and waiting cause they kept delaying the date of releasing out the result. The feeling of excited all gone already lo. Haha!

You know, when I was waiting for it, my mum said :" Aiya~ no need to wait lar~ You won't get it one lar~ Confusing you only! "

But, my dad said:" Wah~ they take so long, you sure got chance one lar! Cause they are discussing mar~ haha! "

Lol. Anyway, I'm studying A-level in TARCollege now. I went there because of their scholarship.haha. TARC is very very big and I lost once. I was finding the toilet that time and I turned back to the same place without finding any toilet. lol.

I met some new friends there. They are pretty and funny :) For boys, well there's a handsome guy in my class but I'm not very interested on him because I got BF already mar~ haha!

A-level always study one ><
Hope I can keep it up lar :)

Ganbatte!

2011-04-23T19:06:00.000+08:00

世界变了 :(

人心变了 :(

还是拥有越少越快乐 ^^

JPA interview

2011-04-13T18:14:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone (if you still coming to my blog) ! I'M BACK!! :) well,if u r still reading my blog, thx a lot :) I'm appreciate from the bottom of my heart. Yesterday, I went to the JPA scholarship interview at UiTM, Shah Alam. It's Really scary >< Before I go to interview, those pegawai grouped me with another 4 excellent students. Although we are going to interview together, I still felt very scare. There were 2 chinese (including me), 2 Malay & 1 Indian in my group. The Chinese girl in my group, *Yong Yong, is the Top 20 SPM student in Melaka. (stresssss! T.T ) There were 3 teachers interviewing us together. Let us see their questions and my stupid answer... (P: Pegawai; J: Me) P:" Let's introduce yourself." J:" Selamat pagi Tuan, Puan. Nama saya Lee June Hwee and I came from Catholic High School, PJ. I choose Pharmacy because I want to know what is inside the ubat-ubat & I want to know how it help people." P:" So.. why do you choose pharmacy but not medicine? " J:" oK...First, it's because I'm afraid of blood. I also want to lead those people to choose the right medication when they are sick. Malaysia is short of pharmacy too. So I want to become a pharmacy." P:" ok.. What do you think of Malaysia citizens?" J:" (omg) Erm..Friendly. Malaysians are very friendly. They like to help each other. You see here, although we are from different race but we have no gap between us (those group member smiled to me). So I said Malaysians are friendly." P:" What makes you want to become a pharmacy?" J:" I feel like want to become a pharmacy since 2 years ago when I read a magazine. The magazine told that Malaysia is short of pharmacy." P:" Alright. What is your talant?" J:" (why they ask this question??) erm..Sing. My talent is singing and I like to sing. Sometimes I went to karaoke with my friends to sing, to release stress.." Another pegawai turn. P:" Hi June :) So, how pharmacy can help to memajukan Malaysia?" J:" (omg shit! butterfly flying vigorously in my stomach!!) Erm..........................(very quiet), we can lead them to choose the right ubat to memajukan negara...." P:" After you came back from your study, if the govourment want you to work in Belaga, will you go?" J:" Sure. I agree." P:" Do you know where Belaga is?" J:" Don't know." P:" Then why you say agree?" J:" Because I heard 'Melaka'.... " P: " HAHAHAHAHA!! It's a kampung in Sarawak." J:" O... " The next pegawai.. P:" If you had become a pharmacy, how would you improve the masalah merokok di Malaysia?" J:" I'll will make an experiment to make a kind of ubat that can help them to stay away from rokok. It taste sweet, manis. Then put the sweet ubat into the rokok box and sell it together." P:" lol. But sweet can causes tooth decay!" J:" Haha. Kaji the sweet that will not causes tooth decay one la! " P:" Thank you very much for coming to this interview." J:" Thank you." For conclusion, I din't do my interview well. I was too nervous. My brian was blank for the moment when I went into that room. Get it or not, I don't mine. At least I've try. Good luck to me :)

work experience!

2009-12-10T22:51:00.000+08:00

Last 2 weeks, I went to Summit to work as a promoter.

wow...我自己本身并不怎么喜欢推销员的...因为我觉得他们很烦，结果......哈哈哈! 报应

一开始我很不习惯，又没有认识的人陪我。后来做得顺手了，心情也开朗了点。我卖的是old hitz和小孩子的computer game.

(c = customer / m = me)

m:"yes.what kind of music are you looking for?"

c: "which cd are you playing now?"

m:"oh ya. this is it. (holding a very heavy small box) This 'evergreen songbook' inside got 10 cd, 230 songs, with the hard cover songbook. And it's all by original singers. "

c: "(look at the price.............SHOCK!!!) why so expensive one? I go xxx buy only RM xx mar~

m:" This cd is imported from Singapore and the quality of the cd are very good one." (learned from my dad). And the original price is... erm...(look at the price list xP ) RM239.90. "

c: " O~ but is still too expensive lar~ if it's cheaper than I'll buy. nevermind, I go look around first. Later I'll come back. Thank you ya! "

m: "welcome... ^^ " (in my heart : aiyo~if you really want to buy it u won't care about the price one mar~ lol~ and I'm sure I won't see you anymore after you went away..bye)

p/s : the cd sell at RM195...10 CDs inside. wanna buy? not bad one you know!!!

我卖的不是便宜的东西，所以，很难卖！！有时讲到口水干了都没有人要买 T.T

有些customer还会跟你谈天，讲一大堆的话。虽然会有点不耐烦啦，不过为了保持形像，只好笑笑咯~ x] 耐心，是在做工时不可缺少的东西噢!

这段期间，我遇到了好几个朋友，我们虽然才认识，但我们好像认识了很久酱! 哈哈哈! 不错嘛! 他们都几搞笑一下的~ 人也不错 :) 我的kai gor, 就是当中的其中一个啦 ^^ 其他的还有Desiree, Brandon, Sharon, Su-Ianne (我的小学童鞋哦! :)), Gary, Wei Mun, Zheng Yang, Hui Qian, Crystal..哈哈哈！不错吧？让你们看看他们的样子。muahahahaha!!

这就是我kai gor啦

（左起）谢承伟，Desiree!!!

（左起）谢承伟 again... Brandon!!

Cute & Pretty Sharon!

cute Su-Ianne!

Gary (Frankie from 4s1 sure know him)

Wei Mun (pretty rite? but i dun hv her phone num, haha!)

Zhen Yang. He likes to eat! yeepee!!

笑起来很漂亮的Crystal ! :)

很享受这段工作的期间。(:

好想让时间倒流，回到那段时光

赚钱真的真的很不容易。父母赚回来的钱，我该怎么赔? 等他们老了养回他们吗? 对。就是这样。其实，我还有个梦想，就是带我家人去旅行。有能力的话，就去日本。:) 那边空气好，厕所干净，食物也挺健康的 ^^

哈哈哈! 只有要好好读书，才能赚到多钱吗? 太残忍了! >.<

我好衰 x]

2009-12-06T01:22:00.000+08:00

你们知道吗? 那天我去Sunway我没告诉KF噢~不懂做莫不想跟他讲....结果我就犯了撒谎这错误...哈哈!

还有，我终于有 kai gor了! 好开心噢! xD

第二次的约会

2009-11-19T20:11:00.000+08:00

今天，我和祺沣去Sunway Pyramid. 他也带了他的 god sis 和 god bro,哈哈。我和他们是第一次见面。

其实，这次的约会，进行得并不顺利.........

我到那边的第一件事是找他的 god bro。我们够力没有话讲，就站在那边看人家ice skating看到半个钟... =.= 你知道那半个小时是过得多么的慢吗? T.T

他终于到了!!! 他看到我第一句话就是:"不要站在这里，等下给妈咪看到。" OMG....然后他就拉着我的手 (不懂要走去哪里，哈!) 走下走下就到了bowling场。我们就坐在那边等 god sis。那时他有问我要不要打bowling,因为我说过要玩；但是，他酱迟才到，戏还有半个钟就要开始了，所以就说下次咯~ 唉~ 我的梦又飞走了~ T.T

god sis 终于也来找我们了，她说她很饿，要吃东西但是要他请，可是他不够钱。god sis 就不爽地走了~ (开玩笑的啦~哈哈) 他们3个就坐在那边吵下吵下，我就.....唉，静静咯~ T.T 注:他的god sis长得很漂亮一下的噢 ^.^

2点...我们去看<2012>。在戏院里面，我做了一件很STUPID的事..........我不小心弄倒了popcorn.....真的好stupid.......
2012这戏，我觉得有点闷，哈哈! 当他们驾着车逃的时候，我一直笑，因为很好笑.....那part真的有点夸张咯~ lol~

去吃东西的时候，我再度做了一件少少stupid的事....我不小心移动到我们的桌子...可能是我太有力....
我们去吃的是要自己动手煮的那种，可是我很不好意思，哈哈哈! 所以整餐都是由他来煮给我吃，哈哈哈哈哈!

要离开时，他做了一件另我感到难过的事。他叫我自己走去找爸爸...原因是他害怕看见他的妈咪.............唉~他问我ok没有，我说不ok~他就拉着我走。才走了3步他又停，又问多我一次ok没有，我回答不。这时候她的god sis站在后面吵着他要他请吃baskin robin, 他就喊说没有钱。回头又问我同一个问题...看他这样，我自己走还好啦! = = 所以我就直接说ok生气的走了....
你知道吗? 我上车后他还sms告诉我好才他没有跟我一起走去找爸爸，因为他的妈妈和我的爸爸在同一个地方等我们 -.= '"

我该不该继续和这种男人相处呢？

笑死你

2009-09-22T01:48:00.000+08:00

what a wonderful day!!!! FRIENDS FOREVER!!!

2009-09-22T00:37:00.000+08:00

wow....

2009-09-21T23:59:00.001+08:00

昨天，褀沣告诉我，和她一起练舞的一个女生，喜欢上他了。。。他还告诉我，那女生还为了这件事和她男朋友分手了。。 walau~ 原来他酱伟大的哦~ 哈哈哈哈哈！！他现在很害怕我不相信他。我告诉他，我会用平常心去面对，但希望他不会背叛我。

现在，只有时间，能够证明一切了。。。

2009-09-21T19:33:00.001+08:00

I juz hate to study........ -.-

2009-09-21T19:04:00.000+08:00

信任

2009-08-11T16:56:00.000+08:00

信任对一对情侣来说，是非常重要的。上个星期，我因为朋友的一句话，而变得一点点emo...那就是：“你跟他在一起，开心吗？” 我其实想了很久。想到他以前是玩玩的，的确有点担心。因此，对他也开始冷淡了。

刚开始，他没什么。但是后来，他知道不对劲了，便问我发生什么事？我不是很敢说出来，因为我知道，这样会hurt到他。
可是他不死心...当我把事实告诉他后，他很激动!! 很生气!! 他说，为什么会酱? 难道你还不信任我吗?

星期五下午，我们都很没心情。他打电话来，又哭又生气，他说他觉得他很笨，为我付出了那么多，换来的,是什么? 当时我很怕，不懂要说什么。他却比我更害怕! 因为上次我们分的时候，也是在酱的情况下！我们的情况越来越糟糕，搞到，快要.....

后来，我叫他给我一个小时的时间，让我冷静冷静。。。

他说，他不想再吵下去，他不想骂走我。可是那时我没有reply他，因为，一小时，就是一小时...

嗯~心情好多了! 我还是第一次，遇到这种情况。我们后来，就没事了 :) 我知道我应该相信他，给他机会。因为，我看得出，他，真的很认真

信任，在人与人之间，扮演着重要的角色!! 少了信任，我们就会没有了默契，就不能沟通了! 真的! 不管是情侣，朋友，甚至家人，我们都应该去信任，我们值得相信的人 ^^

2009-08-04T18:10:00.000+08:00

Always be happy like the cow arh!^^

FINALLY!!! i update....

2009-08-04T17:09:00.000+08:00

HI HI HI HI HI!!!!! long time no update jor....miss me mar? Narongrit juz ask me y I dint update my blog d? ......so i come update jor..hahahaha!!

haihh...my eye arh...got one BIG RED 'POP' there...whenever I go..sure got people ask me :"what happen to your eye arh???" ......... T.T I cannot tahan edi..I'm going to see doctor today...I 'm going..I'm serious d..dont laugh k...actually I got other reason d...my friends and teacher (Pn. Lim SK) tell my if dont go see doctor arh,that thing need to 拔出来 one arh...if dont go see doctor arh,become serious jor arh,need to do operation one arh!!.....omg T.T got so serious d arh?? T.T

anyway,really thank you to all of you...because u all so 关心我....hahahahahahaha!! give you all a kiss as present ^^ ... MUACKZ!! muahahahahahaha!!

koperasi havent AGM leh...cant wait..hahahaha!! duno what pose I can get leh...still want "bendahari"....pray...(help me pray arh!)

yesterday Ke Ni beat me vr pain o T.T 连续 3 times o~ T.T
lol! yesterday teacher teach us how to wash hand leh! lol! geng o..today she said if go show her how to wash hand,she can free us a mask.hahahahahaha!!

ooi...our school got student kena A(H1N1) leh...3 students jor...Why din holiday d??? T.T ltr v all kena....den...slowly..whole petaling jaya kena..den slowly...whole malaysia kena...den..............all people die??!! -.="' 呵呵呵!

hey! long time no see

2009-06-30T17:00:00.000+08:00

wow....cant online at home edi T.T no line T.T

now at cc with xin pei and her brother,coz wan update my blog mar~ hahahaha!

exam finished very long jor~ thiss time exam very hard lor~ the chemistry very kedekut lor~ little bit oso want to minus my marks T.T bm pass leh~ very nan de...hahaha! sejarah get 64 leh~ i know still very cha lar but i got improve mar~ give me some claps lor,hahaha! but must thank you wei ying lar,she helps me a lot,and mrs wong (tuition teacher) and other friends like mei yen and ke ni,hahaha!

today my class spot check leh~ this was the second time i kena spot check in the class..for so many years..hahah! then hor~keni gave me d kangaroo key chain kena rampas!! ARHHHHH!!! wat i gonna do?? keni sure vr angry and sad d T.T ............i think jor very long,then i decide to go take back that key chain. wow,i stand outside the bilik disiplin for a very long time with siew hoong...hahahaha! than i saw mr.tham mar~ i meh asked him still remember me anit loh...my god! he still can remember me leh...he said :" you 1B4 d mar~ " hahaha! bingo! he so clever! wait jor about 20 min, pengawas asked me and siew hoong went in. pn.joyce smile smile and looked at us..than only she gave back our things..haha! luckily she felt happy today.haha! she change hair style jor o,haha! but change little bit oni lar~

hey , u have to wait very long only got another new post o,sorry arh~ whenever i can online than i come update my blog k? ^^

累...

2009-06-01T23:47:00.000+08:00

今天10点早上才起床，弟弟上了佛学班，爸爸去了工作，剩下我和妈妈在家。。妈咪说，等下我们去图书馆，然后走路去 Ben Zhi 那边。 omg,你知道从PJ图书馆到清莲堂 (*佛堂的名称) 有多远吗? 从assunta hospital 走到精武华小，有几够力吗?!! chs 到 la salle 那么远叻!!!!! 我说这样不好，妈咪又不听 T.T

到了图书馆，不到半个小时，就要走了。。旅程开始。。。。。

天啊! 天气那么热! 顶不顺啊!! T.T haiz...终于到了。。好像去取西经酱，有一种喜悦，那就是 <我们终于到了!!!> 很感动 T.T

然后我热到想要大解，就去清莲堂的厕所咯。看到镜子，去照一照的时候，OMG....后面湿到完了。。。我立刻找风扇吹干它。哈哈哈!

过后，我们去书展。the mines的书展。我们要在那边呆到它关门，因为爸爸那个时候才来。。。。 T.T

在书展，遇到一件事。事情是酱的。我在看一本杂志，对面来了两个chs form 3 的女生，不认识的。她们的朋友，突然走过来。。。。

很lame hor~~ 哈哈!

妈妈今天很生气，因为一直要找我们。他们坐在那边休息，我去前面看东西。一转身，两个不见了。。到九点了，我才到讲台那边找他们。幸好他们在那边。如果不在，你要我去哪里找啊? 书展那么大! 走之前，我买了一个 rubik's cube，希望可以学会玩。哈哈!

过后我们到the mines那边吃chicken rice shop的鸡饭。差点没有饭吃，因为他们的饭要卖完了。

现在吃饱了要等爸爸来。坐在外面要等到10.30pm,我都快睡着了。。haih....

总之~今天真的是很累。。。。很累。。。

有一个娃娃

2009-06-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

如果有人说你长得像娃娃，是不是会很开心叻? 因为娃娃象征可爱，美丽... 不过，如果有人讲我长得像娃娃，我会觉得很恐怖，因为..娃娃在鬼故事里面是很有名的。。。哈哈哈!

有一段经历，让我觉得，娃娃这个东西，是超恐怖的。。故事，就发生在自己熟悉并常去的地方---补习中心楼下。。。。。

那时，我和慧韵在等慧韵的爸爸 (另外有一女，三男也是在等车) 来。突然。。一个 indian (注:uncle 的年纪) 迎面走来，他问:" you all study at the college upstairs arh?"

慧韵和jia yin:" ???? erm... it's a tuition centre..."

indian:" o...(点头...然后指着可爱的慧韵) you look like my doll lar. I have a doll at house look like you. The hair,the look,and it 绑牙 too."

我想:" wah~厉害咯。。谁设计的娃娃，还有绑牙的哩!!"

indian:" (指着可爱的慧韵) what's your name?"

我立刻转过去跟慧韵讲:" 不要跟他讲你名字，随便跟他讲一个。"

indian立刻问我:"what did you tell her?"

我摇头。

他点头。

indian:"you want go to my house to see the doll?"

我们:"!!!!!! no. don't wan. thank you."

indian:"you don't want..........(还没讲完)"

(跑掉了.......)
(indian也走了...)

(发抖。。。)

恐怖没有? 有人叫你回他家，看一个长得很像你的娃娃。。。当时我一直在想像那个娃娃的样子。。像慧韵? 怎样想像也想像不到长得像慧韵咯。哈哈哈!! 我第一个想到的，就是恐怖的娃娃。难道有人要寻找长得像娃娃的那个人，就可以和灵魂沟通??! 呵呵。。。想太多。

觉得，坏人无所不在，随时可在，大家可要小心啊!!!!! 我是认真的。。。

心情日记

2009-05-23T22:31:00.000+08:00

最近喜欢卢广仲的<我爱你>，哈哈！这收歌听起来很简单一下的，哈哈！

tele-match的故事没有写到，不好意思，啊哈哈！不知道为什么慧韵能把整个过程记得清清楚楚，佩服佩服，哈哈哈! 想知道情况的话，就去看她的 blog 吧! 哈哈哈!

昨天 q 告诉我，他发了一个梦.....他梦见我们在图书馆的书架后面那边，我拿了一本书来看，看看下睡着了，了，躺在他的肩膀。然后他走掉，走掉，去找书来看。突然间，我走到他面前，扫了他的左边，然后一边哭一边抱着他说：“为什么你走掉，我很怕的你知道吗？”

然后我就笑他lor~哈哈哈！然后他就说，以后不管他去哪里，哪里，都会带我去wor~ ahaha! 我觉得他有时真的是很天真，哈哈！

刚才我回到家去房间，我妈突然说:"这个柔慧啊，啊，什么都没有做的wor~柔慧!!!!!" 然后就走到我房间来..."你要扫地，mop地还是洗衣?!一定要选一样啊!"

我没出声....

"酱你就做完它啦"

T.T 够力。人家在读sejarah,她就来kacau...... T.T

后来我告诉我妈我要扫地，然后她又说:"不然你洗衣啦!!!!" =.="' 她讲完了咯~

没有办法，只好乖乖地去洗衣咯。。。。。。。。。

然后又继续读sejarah.....做练习的时候，又不会噢。。。。可怜的我。。。

I feel good in ungu!! ungu rox!! XD

2009-05-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

WOW!! I feel so good when we go for marching! lol. because...nonid listen to Pn.Ho,my english teacher...her class is damn boring...lol..I enjoy the time,it's so much fun!!! Ungu's marchers had 牺牲 so many time on marching leh~lack of sleeping (U.U) z zZ very tired now..ahaha!

I had never woke up that early before,3.30am leh~ so early...but all ungu marchers same same oni lar~Wei Ying overnight in my house leh! Before she sleep,I told her a story...about 李白 and Tunku Abdul Rahman d leh~ I think she 宁愿 sleep oso don't wanna listen,lol! den,I notice that she woke up on 2.XXam,den I cant Sleep jor oso,ahaha! 2 of us suffer on the bed...wanna sleep,but cant sleep...so charm.. T.T

Then her alarm 响起，den I wait for my alarm also.But wait jor very long,my alarm never 响起 oso...den I meh woke up oni lor...den I go check my alarm..damn god,I put "5.30am" (=.=)
If WEI YING din stay in my house,Then I gonna kena scold jor...lol

well.The costume is right in front of me now.purple in colour...(废话) Ying said like 农夫...lol..buy it's really not easy to make a costume,now so many costumes at once..辛苦了 all of you (who involve in deco lar~haha) ^^

The sport's day begin...a lot of 欢呼声 around us..有一种，我们不会令你们失望，我们会加油的感觉...毕竟ungu是很棒的!!! formation的时候，一开始不错，但是一到"I love YOu UNGU 的时候，开始乱了。哈哈！不过没关系啦~我们还是做到很有semangat!!

then meh wait for the results lor...for more information,can view www.thekeytomy-heart.blogspot.com,haha!!

Let's my interesting part begin...当当当当！！！！
故事发生在一间....图书馆..对啦，是图书馆，你没看错！哈哈!

Tiba-tiba,Z sms me..he said...

Last time i farking love u,but now,i farking hate u! u retard,i regret y intro him to u,from now onwards,i wont msg with u anymore,wont talk to u anymore.u retard! fuck off from my world.bye retard.i hate u!

wow...I shocked...but..like..no feeling on it..of coz is good that he dun wan to choii me already lar...if not later duno wanna do what on me..=.= ...den,after Q went home,I meh went to toilet lor...when I wanna go down to library,Z standing there..I past by him..but..he pull my hand..asked me to..go up again..you think i stupid meh,haiyor~he tried to push me...den I ran down to library...

My story interseting mau? why this year so 麻烦 one? lol...I wont forget my 16th d...A lot of memories lor...sukan lar...weird love matter lar...exam lar...friends lar...family lar...ahaha!!! but胜利总在坚持后嘛~ right? hehe..

预言

2009-05-04T21:37:00.000+08:00

大约几个星期前，祺沣打电话来。他说他妈妈带她去算命(他妈妈每年都会带他去的)...然后，那个uncle跟他说:"近来桃花不好，大不如前..."

那个uncle还告诉他。。。。。。。。。

有个女孩子会和你分手后,又追你,但是她不是对你真心的

有个女的，怀孕了，不知是怀着谁的孩子，可是却赖他，叫他负责..

wow...酱恐怖！我听了后，觉得害怕，怕这种事会发生在我身上....真是越想就越....

ah aih.....当然，算命的事是很难说的。。。只是看你信不信罢了。。。不过。。还是有点恐怖。。。。。哈哈哈

我还以为已经结束。。。

2009-04-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

上个星期日和今天发生了很多事一下...
做工做到12pm，我和祺沣到楼上的图书馆去(因为没有人)。他牵了我的手....(酱子讲出来好像很wei)其实真的很wei...先来形容他的手:小...比我的大一点点，哈哈哈! 我还是第一次看到男生的手这么小..呵呵...然后...(这个更wei)...他说什么你知道吗?他说他想试下kiss的感觉 (=.=)'" 我就说不要咯，可是他还是很想试，可是我还是不给，哈哈哈哈哈!! 可怜...是他可怜还是我可怜?? 过后智诚sms我，问我我们做了什么，我说什么也没做，他不信。他说:"I know him. This play boy,want touch and kiss only." Walau! 酱恐怖咩？？如果是真的，我是不会放过他的，muahahahaha!!! 我们在上面的时候，他睡在那边的一张不懂哪里来的床，打扰，哈哈哈！

I still have something to say but very late already,so next time I'll post it^^ good night everyone^^

Today

2009-04-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

今天，在报纸上看到一则笑话...很好笑...

某日，老师正指责当天的值日生：“垃圾没倒，讲台上那么脏，黑板也没擦，粉笔乱丢，地球仪上也......” 用手一模说：“全是灰尘！”
值日生答道：“老师，你摸的地方正是撒哈拉沙漠。”

哈哈哈哈哈！！！！是不是很冷叻？反正天气那么热来我的blog冷一下也是不错的......哈哈哈！

来玩玩心理测验吧!! ^^

2009-04-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

你滴气质?

问题:在梦中，你来到了森林，想往里面走，却不知该朝哪个方向去，这时......
1.出现了两个为你指路的人，你会听谁的?
A.老公公 -> go 2
B.小天使 -> go 3

2.你面前出现两栋不同的建筑,你会走进...
A.辉煌的宫殿 -> go 4
B.简单的木屋 -> go 5

3.天使答应给你变一下妆，你愿意变成...
A.会飞的蝴蝶 -> go 6
B.笨笨的小熊 -> go 7

4.你直觉自己会遇到一个尊贵的人，会是...
A.公主 -> go 8
B.王子 -> go 9

5.窗边有个姑娘背对着你，她在...
A.欣赏风景 -> go 8
B.思考问题 -> go 10

6.天上突然下起了奇怪的雨，你认为那是...
A.玫瑰花瓣雨 -> go 9
B.金币雨 -> go 10

7.你快乐地在林间奔跑，却不小心撞到...
A.一棵千年大树 -> go 10
B.一堵高墙 -> go 9

8.眼前出现一个大蛋糕，上面会有几颗樱桃?
A.五颗以上 -> go11
B.五颗以下 -> go 12

9.所有人都可以跟王子跳舞，你希望跟他跳...
A.优美的华尔兹-> go 11
B.华丽的探戈 -> go 12

10.传来一阵琴声，你忍不住停下来，那是...
A.小提琴声 -> go 11
B.古筝声 -> go 12

11.月亮悄悄地升了起来，你认为月亮是...
A.圆圆的 -> A型
B.弯弯的 -> B型

12.你忽然醒了，你睁开双眼时，外面会是...
A.繁星满天 -> C型
B.阳光灿烂 -> D型

你滴气质是..........................
A型-典雅的小女神
你有着优雅迷人的气质和极强的自尊心，追求自我完美和单纯高尚的快乐。表面上看起来很世故，但骨子里却是一死心眼，只憧憬一生一世的感情。

B型-清高小仙女
崇高唯美的你，无论友谊还是爱情，从来不降低自己对于感情的要求，所以你的知心朋友不多。你在异性眼中往往神秘高傲，但内在的你敏感脆弱，比任何人都更需要依靠。

C型-单纯邻家女
热情开朗的你，对任何人都不会吝惜自己的笑容，懂得享受生活所给予的一切\快乐，对人也很少有防犯之心，所以你人缘超好，走到哪儿都能轻易吸引一大帮人愿意与你做朋友。

D型-自主时尚女
你从不会为了虚无的感情浪费不必要的精力，宁愿把这些时间都花在装扮自己上，因此你总是有感染他人的强大个人魅力，无论在哪里，你绝对都是最令人眼前一亮的那个。

我是C型的噢 ^.^

We Never Kn@w Our Future...

2009-04-10T21:54:00.000+08:00

很对不起...我不是有心要伤害你的...我又不是很美啦，为什么要等我等到酱久?结果，自己伤心...而且还伤得那么深...我向你道歉，你却说nevermind...虽然是人都懂你nevermind到很假，但是没办法，我已做了决定..我...不知道要怎么办...很对不起....我知道，无论我说多少次对不起,你也会一样，说，"nevermind"....

我的moshi被我养肥了，哈哈哈哈哈！你知道吗，原来hamster是早上睡觉晚上才活动的，现在它在不停地转轮子呢，哈哈! 本来要喂它吃瓜子的，它不要wor~所以就丢几粒瓜子在那边，等它自己拿来吃咯，哈哈! 真怕它不要拿来吃leh! hehehe

昨天老师把名次分好了，要给我们check一下。因为很多人，所以我等了很久才看到，haha! oh my god! 我的天! 我竟然拿no.13 leh...哈哈哈! 好开心噢! ^^ 本来以为会拿到20名以下的...所以我才会惊讶嘛，哈哈!

今天学校没有上课，在家都几闷一下的...

哈哈! 我吃饭的样子是不是很好好笑叻~哈哈哈!

明天是妈咪的生日，我都快忘了 =.='" (好坏噢...) 没有准备...嘻嘻! 其实一向来我们都没有帮妈咪庆祝生日，或许她是想要的，只是...她没说...哈哈哈! 她最近心情不好，不知道为什么...现在她在睡觉，不知她会梦见什么?...希望天使能达成她的愿望...

未来...我们的未来...永远都不知道的未来，总是令我期待。当然，我们期盼的未来总是好的，但...如果不好的来了，你就要接受它.让它成为生命中的一种经验，以后，你就会懂得怎么解决啦!! ^^

L@veLy Friendss ^.^

2009-04-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

hiahhhhhhh!!!!

*blink blink*

I GoT a Pet ^@^

2009-04-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

My friend gave me a very cute hamster yesterday (>.<). It's A girl than I name it as MOSHI,hahaha! 1st time I saw it,I felt scare because its eyes is red in colour. Then Pei Wen said:"nonit scare one lar.HAHA!"

I want post my hamster photo but I don't have camera,so poor men (T.T)

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My friend don't want to choi me already (T.T) Just because I go couple with someone he don't want me to couple with......

(this girl not me lar.....)

so sad lar................

haih............

no hope lor........haha!

悲哀的后悔

2009-04-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

有一個男孩暗戀着一个女孩，不过却没有勇气告白。其实那女孩也很喜欢那男孩，只是男孩一直不行动，女孩每天都等待他告白。。。到最后那女孩想放弃了！过后有一次那男孩写了个‘罂’字问那女孩怎么读和知道意识吗？那女孩一看就读了出来但不知道意识叫男孩自己回家查字典，男孩就很紧张的叫她查字典先。。。几天后那男孩一家车祸了，唯独那男孩去世了。。。女孩知道了就哭得很伤心，也想起了那‘罂’字就查字典。。。。。当翻到有‘罂’字那一页时，她的眼睛的眼泪却一滴一滴的掉在字典上！因为字典上的‘罂’字意识写着“我愿意用我一生去爱你，你愿意给我照顾你吗？”。。。当时已经太迟了，一切一切都太迟。。不可回头了。。。。。。

2009-04-04T23:01:00.001+08:00

ARHHH!!!!! very hot arh!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

HOT!!!!!

2009-04-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

I woke up in the early morning today because tomorrow is cing meng. On the way going,I Heard the radio said now there has a service that we can 'sao mu' through the Internet =.='" how creative they are....then my aunt said although it can safe our trees but we only can gather during some 'festival' right? well she's right. I agree with her^^ the world had change. we had become less enthusiasm because of digital.

The wind blew very strong at the temple,feel scary~~~ then the fire for burning all that kind of things was HOT! Of cause fire is hot lar stupid. hahahahahahaha!

Now a days the weather are really realy really hot man!!!!! omg I cannot tahan edi lar T.T my mum keep saying :" SAFE THE WORLD!!" then she keep asking my dad to fetch him here and there =.= like that how to safe??? lol...

2009-04-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

A new ExpeRienCe :-)

2009-04-03T21:37:00.000+08:00

me and my friends went for chs idol auditions...we never practice and we never arrange it properly,AHAHAHA!! ... before we went in,we practice for so many times but still not good!! hahaha!! well...never mind,just for fun,haha! but my friends said NOT FUN AT ALL!!! they so funny lar,their reaction let my feel like laughing,lol!! it is time to go in...all of us took a big breath....to cool down...when we went in,we don't know where are we going to stand!! the judge laugh at us also!! what the hell...we try to cool down again..and again.HAHA!! after we had finished singing,the judges just looked at us......we felt scarier and scarier....finally one of the judge said something...then we learnt...i HAD learnt that singing is not that easy actually...we have to practice a lot! Not just only for singing,but for everything! we have to practice a lot for everything!! haha...

Today is quite fun actually. Me and my friends had become crazy !! haha! before we wanna went home,I saw one of my classmate are smoking! All of us know that smoking is bad for health.I can't imagine that if one day I smoke then my life become shorther and shorther until it's end...I cant enjoy my life anymore...what a sad case....lol!

2009-04-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

today is APRIL FOOL!!!

2009-04-01T22:10:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA! did your friends played you? Or you had played your friends?? HAHAHAHA!! today my friends trying to play me in the morning but luckily I dint't kena tipu,HAHAHA!! then I laugh at her and she looked so disappointed xD

Today and yesterday we have our photo shoot in school,haha! Me and all the members had take a long time to shoot 3 photo,hehehehe!! Just because I want to stand beside my freind,I tried to stand tall!!! Well I know I'm short but I had tried my best to do it, haha! When we are trying to took the best shoot for the free style,the two girls infront of stood up...(T.T)....SO...all of us are not going to see me in that picture.........oh my.....

OvEr

2009-03-30T21:37:00.001+08:00

yesterday...it just happened yesterday...in an hour...i had reject two person who was waiting me to accept..I had reject two person in an hour..it was like throwing my kebahagiaan away!! I don't really know what am I doing but,I think this is the best choice.......these are some of the situation between me & QF

Q:if a you really love someone,you will think that your partner is the best,you wouldn't compare you partner with another...i just wanna know how much I love you,I thought you will said not really love love but still love,but I am shock when I know that I am just a benda to let you forget your X! unfortunately I had already fall in love with you....

J:......When you meet something like this you will know how confusing it is...

Q:I met before.But I had chosen B although I really love another girl..I told myself that I'll try to fall in love with that girl...but lastly that girl fly away!

J:stupid

Q:I admit that I am stupid,because if I am not a stupid then I wouldn't love someone who I'm not going to love. If I'm not a stupid then I wouldn't love someone will hurt me...I some more asked myself change my attitude,be more concentrate when teacher was teaching because scare cannot go science class like you! I am the stupiest people in the world

readers......I had nothing to say about it...he some more says:"If you really love someone,then you should forgive he/she when he/she had did something wrong....trust him/her forever......love someone have to pay out a lot things BUT you will repay by happiness......

When someone lovesss you,he/she will really change....I am quite regret for all of these but that is my choice...I am quite sad actually...refuse 2 people in an hour..maybe one of them can really gift me kebahagiaan.who knows?...next time,I'll hold my kebahagiaan as tight as I can...and all my frenz too!!

DO NOT BE ARAID !!

2009-03-28T00:23:00.000+08:00

Just Grown Up

2009-03-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

When the story in the movie came into my real life, i realize that life is not that easy...it is hard to make a dicision...no one,I mean,NO ONE,can gimme the answer... =(T.T)= everyone said the answer depends on me,oh my...I had told one of the boy...he said he respect to my answer,but I just feel that he don't want to let me go...he some more ask me to go for "romantic class",what the hell =.= i try to find the answer...i don't dare to think about it....rat...so...I hope I can get the answer as fast as I can!!! I hAD experience what my frenz never experience before,so,I think I Had Grown up..next time,my frenz,if you have any problem in love,just tell me or ask me...I'll tell you my opinon,lol!! d0 n@t bE aFrAiD